Feeling so depressed because alot of my colleagues are tendering due to the stress level and the working environment. Haiz once again i am lost. Cant decide what do i want, what is my goal and aim. haizzz i hate this feeling. Can somebody guide me out from the darkness? I really feel like staying on but the stress level and the politics are DAmn **** high. Well, you may think that office's politics is common but i can guarantee you that my office's polititcs is the WORST. You can never imagine. I really need a break from the office but how can I just leave here without learning anything useful besides planning of agenda??? It is so contradicting... OMG how how??? Should i stay and endure all those shit or leave for the better? People alway say the grass is alway greener on the other side. How true is it? I guess it is something which you have to experience yourself.
PS: I really want to try out something which i alway wanted but i am afraid of failure. What should i do??? =( I have lost my confidence.