Bored..... Today was at home whole day because i am on MC. Sigh.... Stupid doc take le still haven recover or should i said worst??? Feeling so tired yet i cant fall asleep.... Sigh... Nothing for me to play...... =( no new games no new devices...

Anyway last Saturday had a great FUN... hahahaha Went to club street for some Sat nite atmosphere. GREAT. hehee Guess will be there again....

PS: I need a new devices.... What should i get? Or should i just save up the money???

Feeling so depressed because alot of my colleagues are tendering due to the stress level and the working environment. Haiz once again i am lost. Cant decide what do i want, what is my goal and aim. haizzz i hate this feeling. Can somebody guide me out from the darkness? I really feel like staying on but the stress level and the politics are DAmn **** high. Well, you may think that office's politics is common but i can guarantee you that my office's polititcs is the WORST. You can never imagine. I really need a break from the office but how can I just leave here without learning anything useful besides planning of agenda??? It is so contradicting... OMG how how??? Should i stay and endure all those shit or leave for the better? People alway say the grass is alway greener on the other side. How true is it? I guess it is something which you have to experience yourself.

PS: I really want to try out something which i alway wanted but i am afraid of failure. What should i do??? =( I have lost my confidence.

Today was a bad day because i got scolded from my boss all because of uncorporative colleagues. Cant stand I am only consolidating all the details for them but yet there are some who is so uncorporative. When i ask them A they will tell me B but when it comes to the boss asking they will tell her C. Oh man what is this!!!!! My boss was angry with the job i done. Anyway what is done is done and i can say that i am not at fault! I can only remind myself that whenever i need something from them it is better to put it in EMAILS so that i can cover my backside. (BCC - better cover 'backside') arghz.... forget it...Maybe i just have to learn the hard way.

Today went to a handover at Tanglin View. It is really an eye opener to me because it shows me what are the different Landlords we have in SIngapore. Some are pretty good but some are very picky. hahahha so this time round it is the picky landlord. Every small little issues they will pick on it..... wasted about 2 hours in the apartment. arghz...