Never ask me hOw lOng does a FriendshIp lAst.. It can Last tYou tiLl breathe oR mAybe 2moLo?? FriendshIps to me is a very sensitiVe wOrds. 8 years ago i stiLl believe in TruE friends but nOw you ask me... Hmmm i Only can rePly you i dUnno. Why you ask me Who are my best fRiendS?? I will repLy you mOst of tHem will be fRom SC like Suen, boBble, DuCky,nIki and many More... ALthough I hAven Meet up wiTh soMe but I fINd they are alway true towards me.. aNd they wiLl alway be by My Side No Matter When.... Just like my bUddy lOveLy SuEn... hMmm and my POly Gangs... Alway there fOr me... Heee Thanks PAls... ^^ Things wiLl Never be the sAme... you wiLL never see Me gOing out with the gAngs of MiNe jUst like 8 years agO... You aLl did ask me.. ReaLLy there isnt anY chAnces to get bAck.. Well I tHink the anSwer Is yEs.. I diD try to but it alway ended up unsuccessFuLly...I alway fElt vEry left oUt together wiTh You... The jokes, conversatiOn that you all share really do not interest me AT ALL...i am AlWay thE oNe bEIng lEft OUt... SO whAt is the Point of wIth or wIthout mE??? YoU said lEts meet foR a ChristmAs dINner... In my dictionary, there arent any christmas dInner wIth yOu guys. Things has change... Whatever you all are calling mE.. Petty Gal blah blah.... The Moment you all said that is the Moment our fRiendshIp ended...

Maybe boBble is right, as we progress in Life, our thiNking will be very dIfferent fRom those who stuck there.... At that point i dun really understand the meaning of it but now i truly under it. The gaps between US is TOO bIG.... Even if yOu let tIme to heal the woUnd there wiLl stiLl be a Scar..... Forever. Anyway you all has used to not HAving me in ArouNd... So just let it be.. Because there is No tUrnIng Point. I will NeVer gO back to thE friendShIp aGain. I have juSt manage to struggle thRough well all of you are enJoying... And i wilL not let myself to get hUrt ONe mOre tiMe. I wiLL never FoRgIve hOw i sPent My 21th biRthDay thanks TO ALL OF YOU!!!!! You all made me suffer wHiLe you all are enJOying your Birthday!!!!