GOD!!! i am feeling so sad... why everything is not going on my way??? I am feeling so Depressed!!!!!!! hOW???? God can yOu heAr my prayers??? =(

*TigGer*
*Baby EeYore*

*haPpY fAmIlY- TigGeR, baby eEyOre,
BaBy Mickey, MiCkey MoUse*


So long never update my blog le... so hapPy.. 2molo meeting bObble.. hehehe at last i can get my leong joke and joey dvds :D hahahhaha... bObble you must remind me to bring yr bi heart wor.. dirts is getting thicker and thicker... hahhahaa share with you what i got for my birthday present... heheh... The big mickey mouse at the back was a present from Queenie from SC.. BeSides the Mickey mOUse, shE also sEnt me the SBS T-sHiRt.. hahaa.. so sweet of her.. the baby mickey mouse was i bought it for myself in taiwan... Tigger and baby eeyore were bought by xiaobai... hehehe.. i love the eeyore loads.. It alway accompany me to study.. hahahaha.. Look at the baby eeyore.. the eyes are so innocent.. whaahaa tHought of getting another baby tigger but out of stuff... =_= ahahaha nOt forgetting about duckie.. she sent me 2 huge bars of chocolate.. yuMmy.. they are still in my refri.. hahahaha....


hur hur hur....... Just managed to figure out how to do the property tax assessment... =_= took me hours to figure out... hahahahhaa... but at last i manage to do it all by myself without any help of my friends... hehehe... i feeling so satisfy... hahahhaha...will continue mugging on my books for the whole of today.. 2molo will be my property valuation exam... hohohohoh... hopefully i am able to do it... hehehe

hehe... First lets talk about O LeVel!!!!! hey Guys, I PASSED my eNglIsh wiTh a C6. well i know that C6 is not a good grade but at lEAST I PASSED!!!!!! I am feeliNG sO so sO hAPPy!!!!!!! hahahaha.... I Remember that date.. when Ah Chau aNd aH pInG helPed me to see the grade!!! hahahahaha... They shOuted OUt lOUdly in the Class and can you imagine there was lecture present in the class!! hahaa

Ok... Now is the mOmO part... Went to met Bryan to take my birthday gift... Actually he was suppose to go MoMo with uS.. but he said he was feeling very tired so he wanted to go home. After meeting Him xiaobai and I went to meet my poly mates.. Yesterday Ah PiNg and bf, Lin,Irene and her bf and irene's frens were present.

ahahahah on that day... i drank alot of SHOTs and POPS... OMG i tot i will KO after all the shOts and PoPS... but to my suprise that i didnt.. whahahahahaha...... Well, all thanks to IRENE... the LAMbO was really a killer to me. After drinking that i immediately knock off... After that, toilet bowl was my best Fren throughout the nITe... hahahahaha.. the fEeling was awful... I swear i will never dRink till like tHis again.. hahaha.. anYway overall was quite fUn alot only few ppl... hehe... Thanks gals.. i Really enjoy myself that nIte... ^-6

Sigh.... I still woNdering what is the term buddy mean to me... Is it someone who be by my side whenever i need them??? Is it someone who will alway turn up when i call them??? Is it someone who can share my burden??? I still cant get define the term buddy...

Even my Sc frens are better than them... Thanks wenzi, i really never except you to msg me today..eventhough you are feeling terrible yourself you still make an effort to share care to me.. I am really very touched.... Bobble, thanks for alway listening to my crap no matter how boring or stupid my problems are. Suen, thanks for everything... Today i cried while msging with you.. Although we knew each other through Mi webby, i find that you understand me the best compare to my 8 years frens... Cant wait to chat with you which is 2molo... ^-^ Thanks for everything my Sc frens.... It really a great thing knowing all of you in my lIfe...

gOd can you please hear my prayerS????

Sometimes i really wonder, for the past 8 years do i really have a true friends.. well, i could say yes and nO.. Yes because there is someone be by my side whenever i need them. No, because they really dont understand me... Why cAnt they just let me decide to go where to celebrate my birthday??? Why they cant listen to me for just ONCE in this 8 years???? What is so Nice about the BLOODY techNO MUSIC???????? so great abOut it???? OHH gOD, cOme oN... i fiNd techno is a really LOW CLASS music.. I never ever like to listen to techno since i am yOung... Why they alway like to force me to do thiNgs which i dUn like????? Why cAnt thEy jUSt let me By my true SeLF?????

Hey Come on LO... whAt the HELll.... you thiNk i am workiNg meh?? or my Parent print Money!!!! sO what a Big **** abOut 21 birthday??? well, do i have to bOok the whOle hotel function rOOm to please all you of??? HEY coMe on lo, i am just a normal student and i am not workIng.. Where the heLl i am goIng to fiNd so much Money to celebrate??? I tot i should decide on what i WANT and nOT you all because it is my birthday??? well, you all say that i Decide where to go and stuff but in the end you all give me that **** attitude!!! How can i possibly ask everyone Of my frens to go to a stUpid techNo club Just because of the 3 of You????? I start to pOuNDer hard where are you all my true frens... You tHInk i am so bLoody rich to open 2 bottle just to Free the Cover charge for you to go In aND clubbing expenses still not enOugh... I stIll have to treat you all???? WHAT THE HELLL!!!!!!!!! what so big **** abOut your Present??? yOU thINk it is so Expensive?? LV or Prada??? Clubbing expenses stILl not eNough ah?? still want me to open 2 bottle of Wine and treat you all dInner.... wHy cant you all tHInk for me... sayiNg that can ask my Mom and sisters for money... dO you think that they are the Money Maker????? what crap!!! Once in a Life tIme 21!!! so what big **** ar???? Then how much i should prepare for this celebratIon?? 2000 dollars ah???? wHy doNt you take my lIfe instead!!!!

wHy cant you all sToPPing givIng me attitude and let me decide what i really want??? 8 years of frenship.. so what??? have you all really understand what i want or wat i like??? alway oNly thInk of yourselves... what about me????? wHenever we go oUT all you know is just talk about yr wOrk stuff and bois... wHy caNt you all just listen to me??? Whenever i talk abOut my schOol stuff you all will change my topic and continue with your own??? I really Felt very Left out goIng out with you all!!! When cAnt you all jUst spend few mintues listening to me?? OnLy know how to talk abOUt Contractor and Bois!!!!!! what aBOUT ME???? am I to say that i do even worth compare to the contractor and bois????? wHenever You aLl nO MOneY i will tRy my very Best to help yOU all no matter hOw Poor i aM... tHen whenever i dun have MOney??? aLL you all will say is that all of You are equally bRoke!!!! hOw broke can you be cOmpare to Me?? COme On lo.. i am just a stUdent unlike you all are workIng!!!! even i cAn pay For your meal wHy you aLL cAnt just PaY for miNe??? treat me as a ATM machine???? eVerythIng you all want to buy i will try my best to Buy.. I neVer ever request fOr anythIng fRom all of you!!!! wHY whY wHY?????? wHY cAnt yOu all Just Listen to me jUSt His ONCE???? yOu all realLy make mY lIfe so stressFul and diffiCuLt!!!! sOmeTiMe i realLY dUn rEALly LikE to go out wiTh all of You!!!! I rAther go out with all My guys fRens!!!! i Can neVer share wiTh all of yOu my secret!!! tOgether with you all is Just like putting aN act infront to pretend that I aM rEaLLy eNjOYiNg myseLF!!!!!!

I rEAlly doubt wHether do you all really understand how Priscilla Thow is really Like.... What are my disLike and LIkeS!!!! SOmetime i fInd that my fRens fRom outside really know me better than all of you!!!!! *soB sOb*